distortions
i told myself i’d never jump
into the endless depths of great blue
i’ll watch light shimmer on its edge
i’ll hear it tell me where to look—
and not look
for it only showed me land just to take it away
it only gave me crumbs to claim me as its own
if this was ever love, it mattered not to me
i watch it dance on the wind like shards of glass
and i think of all the other times i’ve wanted to end it all
but there must be life away from its touch
i’ll go, but i won’t hold your hand
no, i won’t hold your hand